FIRST ; You dont have to read this if you dont want to. I'm just expressing my feeling here.
WTF MY DAD WANT LERH? Everytime talk to him sure is got thing argue one cannot one time have good daddy-daughter conversation. Ever since last year he dont treat me the same anymore. As if I'm the disgrace of this fucking family or something. Then he say I changed. Ofcourse I change I cant stay forever 9 or 10 years old. He just dont understand at all. I want one day have good mood also cant. I go out everyday he complain. Stay at home also complain I always on laptop.
THEN WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ME TO DO? Talk to my invincible friends? Need me turn crazy first then you happy? You said our family is perfect not like some others out there. Then why the fuck am I living away from my mom , sister and brother? You said I'm responsible enough that I have to clean my own room and wash my own laundry. IM THE MAID MEH? Then when I wanna go out you said I'm not responsible enough. So Im responsible or not? MAKE UP YOUR FUCKING MIND.
You always talk like I'm so stupid and dont know whats going on in this society? I got that stupid meh har? I can know which friends is good for me or not. I'm not a dog follow everything my friends do okay? You said I dont talk to you anymore but I talk everything to friends? Know why? CAUSE YOU DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL. YOU'LL JUST SAY IM STUPID AND SHITZ. I cant even tell you I have a boyfriend and when I have problems with him cause your always against me so dont expect me to tell other stuff about myself to you too.
AND I KNOW WHAT YOU FUCKING DID TO MY EX. See , thats why I dont wanna be open to you. If I tell you about my current boyfriend I know you will did something to him again. And everything I out I got people with me okay? WHY YOU SO SCARE PEOPLE WILL KIDNAP ME? You did something bad to other people scare they revenge on me har? Fucker.
Pissed to the max. Off , xoxo.
